2012-12-20

Daily Balderdash- 2 Days Worth

Missed a day! Gosh, what's wrong with me? Lol, well here is a makeup post.
Daily question (sorry I only have one of these) WHAT ARE YOUR THREE MOST IMPORTANT VALUES? Well, first I'd have to ask what values this person was looking for. If I had to answer what top 3 things I value most in my life they would probably be my family, my friends, and life.
Songs- 1. Can't be tamed by Miley Cyrus
2. Summertime sadness by Lana Del Rey
Movies- anything Christmas-y= pick 2 of 'em.
Have fun! I know I will! Today is my bday!!!

2012-12-18

The Daily Balderdash

So lately I have posted I ton of crap.... daily questions, songs one should listen to, movies you should watch, and blah blah blah. So now... I have decided DAILY I will post one post of all of this.

So.....
Your daily question is......DO YOU HAVE GOOD FRIENDS? The answer to the is YESSSSS!!!!! I love my friends. I have amazing friends.
The song y'all should listen to is.....Rabiosa by Shakira featuring Pitbull. Great song to put on and dance as wild as possibly.
The move y'all should watch is..... The ABC Family Movie Cyberbully with Emily Osment. This movie definitely relays the importance of what one does on the internet. The only spoiler-like thing I will say... is that it is SOOO easy to find yourself crying with this film. I did, but I cry really really easily.
Something to think about doing... is Sign Up for a fun run, 5k, 10k, half marathon, or marathon.

Anyways that's your daily balderdash..... enjoy!!!

2012-12-17

Daily Question

Today's Question is
DO YOU THINK ABOUT HOW QUICKLY LIFE GOES BY AND REALLY LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST?
My answer is yes. I think about life all the time. I tend to live in the moment, but I don't feel as though I am living my entire live to its potential.

2012-12-16

Daily Question To Think About & My Answer

I just got this app on my IPod, that gives a daily question to think about. From now on I will post them, and my answers to them. Feel free to comment with your answers.

Today's is-
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU HAVE GIVEN UP ON IN LIFE?
My answer is, yes- trying to make the world happy. No matter how hard you try, you can't please everyone.

2012-12-02

More Depressing Poetry

I wrote this during my 'beauty battle'. I hope... in some ways, it helps show what I was going through.





I Will Survive 
Tonight, I'm gonna cry myself to sleep. 
As it has become the only thing that comforts me.
The world has become a miserable place, were no one tries to understand or wants to understand. 
I've entered the world with a clearer image as to what it is.
I pray I do not have to endure it long. 
If I must, I shall, but at what cost?
 
Tonight, I am gonna hug myself. 
This distorted body of mine. 
I will hug it as I harm it. 
Harm it for not being beautiful.
Harm it for being average.
 
Tonight, though, I will survive.
Survive because that is all I have left.
Survive and pray that maybe this hell is a temporary situation. 
That maybe there is a heaven here on earth.
Maybe, I still have time to find it.
 
I will survive. I will survive.
 
 
 

2012-12-01

Music for your ears...

In my last post, I wrote about a current struggle I have. In this post, I want to share a playlist that I made to force myself to be strong. I react strongly through music, so this was extremely helpful to me. Here is 25 songs off of my playlist.

1. Face Up by Lights
2. Runaway by Mat Kearney
3. You're Not Alone by Kate Covington
4. Falling by Florence and the Machine
5. Mad World by Gary Jules
6. Bring Me To Life by Evanescence
7. Keeps Getting Better by Christina Aguilera
8. Wonderwall by Oasis
9. Personal Jesus (Radio Edit) by Marilyn Manson
10. Hard To See by Five Finger Death Punch
11. Helena Beat by Foster The People
12. Savior by Rise Against
13. Perfect People by Natalie Grant
14. Hero by Chad Kroeger ft. Josey Scott
15. You Gotta Be by Desree
16. Bother by Stonesour
17. Suicide by Rihanna
18. Black Roses Red by Alanda Grace
19. What Goes Around by Justin Timberlake
20. Thought Of You by Ryan Woodward
21. Scream With Me by Mudvayne
22. Not Afraid by Eminem
23. You're Not Alone by Meredith Andrews
24. So Alone by Anna Blue
25. Born To Die by Lana Del Rey