Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of These)

http://grooveshark.com/s/Sweet+Dreams+Are+Made+Of+This/4jflcW?src=5

A new song I have recently discovered from the Sucker Punch soundtrack. Not that I have seen the movie... but I really enjoy remixes. This particular song is remixed off of the original by 'Eurythmics'. Emily Browning sings the remix. Marilyn Manson also did a remix for this song... but I didn't really care as much for it.
Anyways, hope you enjoy!!!

Not Afraid!

I am not afraid to be me. I love artsy things. Music, photography, sketches, you name it!
I love being outside! In the summer, I'm in the lake... about as long as I can endure (lol, without turning into a fish). I hike, bike, and well... anything that one really can do to enjoy nature to the best extent. In the winter, I enjoy hitting the slopes.
I love life when life is at it's best. It is easily altered when some make life miserable. Again, easily altered. Especially when something as simple as seeing someone I know, or meeting new people with similar interests as my own.

This last couple of weeks, have been good to me.    : )

Does He Exist?

It's funny how one moment can seem wonderful and perfect. Yet, in the next, everything could be different. The first moment, as one can be absolutely certain, never lasts. For me, the first moment is in short supply and far too separate to be enjoyed to much extent.

I've only ever wanted to find someone. Someone to care for me, as much as I for him. Not to have to worry about the drama of not having to worry about the drama of the relationships about us. No heartbreak, not having to worry about abuse from him (of any form). Someone I am happy to be with, whenever and wherever. Someone I can feel free to care for, love, and support.

I wonder if someone like that exists, or if maybe... I should face the reality that he doesn't.

Life Still Goes On....

So, I cleaned my house today. It took from when I woke up at 11am this morning, pretty much till 4pm tonight. Got pretty far. Made my mom pretty happy. It gave me a little too much time to think, but I guess that is how moving on works. I took my dog for a walk this evening, and talked a bit with my friends. They are all so wonderful, it would be hard not to talk to them, laugh, and enjoy every second. Now, I am alone again. Thinking. Life has it's moments, it takes a strong person to chose not to indulge in them and keep going on. I wish, at times, I were that person. Maybe, someday. : /

Some Things Just Don't Work

So I said it. More like messaged it. In the end, nothing changed. It's amazing how you can be utterly happy one moment, and entirely depressed the next. That's how it's been since. That, I can honestly say, is how it will be for a little while. :'(