2012-04-25

Draft From Earlier This Month

So... last time I posted, everything in my life seemed to have been going wrong. As a bit of time has progressed, some things have come out to be better. Fascinating... I know.
In all honesty, though, I feel lucky on the developments. That guy I really liked? He's totally like my best friend. Don't worry!!! I don't feel like things have become awkward or anything. My job? Eh... not as bad as before. Things are definitely getting better.

Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of These)

http://grooveshark.com/s/Sweet+Dreams+Are+Made+Of+This/4jflcW?src=5

A new song I have recently discovered from the Sucker Punch soundtrack. Not that I have seen the movie... but I really enjoy remixes. This particular song is remixed off of the original by 'Eurythmics'. Emily Browning sings the remix. Marilyn Manson also did a remix for this song... but I didn't really care as much for it.
Anyways, hope you enjoy!!!

2012-04-24

Not Afraid!

I am not afraid to be me. I love artsy things. Music, photography, sketches, you name it!
I love being outside! In the summer, I'm in the lake... about as long as I can endure (lol, without turning into a fish). I hike, bike, and well... anything that one really can do to enjoy nature to the best extent. In the winter, I enjoy hitting the slopes.
I love life when life is at it's best. It is easily altered when some make life miserable. Again, easily altered. Especially when something as simple as seeing someone I know, or meeting new people with similar interests as my own.

This last couple of weeks, have been good to me.    : )

2012-04-17

Does He Exist?

It's funny how one moment can seem wonderful and perfect. Yet, in the next, everything could be different. The first moment, as one can be absolutely certain, never lasts. For me, the first moment is in short supply and far too separate to be enjoyed to much extent.

I've only ever wanted to find someone. Someone to care for me, as much as I for him. Not to have to worry about the drama of not having to worry about the drama of the relationships about us. No heartbreak, not having to worry about abuse from him (of any form). Someone I am happy to be with, whenever and wherever. Someone I can feel free to care for, love, and support.

I wonder if someone like that exists, or if maybe... I should face the reality that he doesn't.